I have a habit (probably a bad one) of talking shit about gods ( I am a polytheist). I believe very strongly that ultimately we are all going to be in the same place and that everything will be on a level playing field.
The god I like best is Krishna, who is basically a reincarnation of Brahman, who is that from which all life and energy flow from, I try to be respectful
I am a relentless shit talker. why shouldn't I talk shit about something that isn't technically better than me?
"i will be in (taking shit up with god)"
i exist
only as much as i have to
if i go quiet
if you don't see me for a while
maybe, the problem
that of existence
maybe i'm taking it up with god
what good is a deity
if you can't curse at it?
so cute, it wants respect
bitch, earn it
besides i curse at everything
talk to people i love
i swear at them the worst
besides, how much damage
can a god really do?
if you're good, you're golden
my aim is
to be so kind
even the gods can't fuck with me
the eternal laws
are immutable
one of them is love
another is kindness
i long for the sanctity
of oblivion and peace
but if i am to be in
i will be in
may my life
be a light unto others
while i am waiting
to take this shit up with god
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This is so new it still has the bits of flesh it took from me clinging to it.
"suffering for the light"
what is this? light?
or is it just the bullshit we burn
when we're trying to keep ourselves interested?
i could learn to lie and
be worshiped by whatever I wish
but i want only to be a lowercase god who is quiet
and alone
and in the dark
i would suffer anything
to keep my people from suffering
but maybe watching loved one suffer is how we suffer best
i think it's supposed to build character
or something
a stick is more miraculous
than a stupid dumbass carrot
we have to get to god somehow getting comfortable can be painful
It takes more than just drugs
to kill a belligerent ego
